*sigh*

I'm still here, yes yes. It's just I don't have too much time on my hands right now.
My schedule isn't that tight, it's just the stuff in between that keeps my head spinning and my hands from drawing. (Curses!!)

Today I got the wonderful news that the place where I usually do my holiday job will not accept any holiday workers because of not having enough work (i.e. not wanting to spend money on students). SOoooo basically this means that I:
a) Can't visit the Connichi 2009 (Anime convention)
b) Partake at the LARP what I so desperately wanted to do
c) Might need to shut down my WoW-account for sometime (what could proove a problem when I'm sitting at home for more than three weeks)
d) Can't buy all the mangas I wanted
e) Can't buy the cloth I needed for the LARP clothes
f) Must shorten my visits at Burger King. *sniffles* (I like that place! I like this cheeseburger! RAGH)
g) No more DVDs and or cinema visits
h) Not the Sequel to the game "Drakensang" or the new "Prince of Persia"
i) Buy some new (preferrably fancy) clothes

... Alright, so I could have some visits at Burger King... Maybe. ^^


Am I being materialistic?
Don't tell me I still have a loving family.
I *don't*. They annoy me - I annoy them (since I'm just a student who costs them over 1000 Euros per year).

Maybe it's just the winter moodiness... or maybe the fact that the latest Drizzt book I'm reading is so depressing. (There's no Jarlaxle in it. ) After all, the author yet again succeeds in killing of another surface elf I liked. Grmbl.

Just in case you wondered where I've been to sum it all up:
I've been in my room, staring at spiders, hating what I should do and thinking about things I desperately want to do.